-ADDED: One more thing before I go completely into hiatus: My mom bought a dress for me, and for herself, from Philliphines, for my cousin's wedding in June. It cost ___ bucks. US or Singapore, still not too sure about that. So yeah, I had a verrrrry strong reaction :D It's silver. Not blue. Haha. I love it cause it's not too complicated, nor is it the kind of dress you see everyday. Even though I look thin in it... I'll leave it here.. will show the picture to only some people.. cause I think I should just wear that to the prom :) SINCE IT'S SO SO EXPENSIVE ALREADY. The rest is suspense.
Okay, like Shi Ting, I'm totally slacking. Been revising SS for the whole day, but it hasn't really absorbed. Well, actually, I can remember a little from the Iraq-Kuwait thing :)
Returned home today to find that the gas thing was turned on. The kitchen didn't stink too bad, thankfully, because dad opened the back door today. Yes, he's returned from Indonesia :D Just moments ago he was prancing around, singing some old 80s song I never heard of. He was swaying around and hitting us randomly. Haizz, I do admit, my dad can be a little eccentric at times o.o But we all love him, and I'm sure of one thing, he's the best father I could hope for. He's so easy to talk to. Even though I don't relate my personal problems, I'm sure if I do, he'd understand. He gives in to us a lot, makes us laugh with his super retarded ways and spoils us. Yet, I'm not spoiled to the extent that I forget to appreciate him. I'm really thankful to have such a father. My mother said that he can sometimes pay little attention to her, but from what I see, he still loves my mother a lot. One day, I'd want to marry a guy like him. :D
Anyway anyway, I received a new song today, Mickey Mouse March, a disco version or something. Very spunky, I love it! My teacher played too loud though... kinda painful for my ears. My ears are sensitive. I remember when I was younger I used to have problems with them. The school healthcheck people sent me to a doctor when I couldn't hear properly. The problem: a huge piece of ear shit xDD Super lame. I missed one day of school because of that.
I think the person, Noblesse, who sings the song playing now has a nice voice :D
Fell asleep on my chair just now T_T I think maybe updating and replying to mails will wake me up. Replying to Simraan's offline-messages sure woke me up and got me thinking xD Congratulations Simraan!
Had 2.4km run today. Boo. I'm amazed and pleased to say that: I PASSED. A SUPER BORDER PASS. I didn't really bother willing myself on in the first few rounds. So 7 rounds in a span of 16-17 minutes. The last round? HAHA, you guess it. It was finally coming to an end, and if I wanted to pass this, I gotta do something right? So I forced my willpower to WAKE UP and that got me sprinting. Not really, actually, I just ran instead of jog, and nearing the end, I half-sprinted. I mean, when you're really tired, there's no way you can sprint to the maximum. Thus, I finished the last round in about 1 minute. Oh man, I sure have the knack for distributing my time. Ask Chrystabel, and she'll confirm that I stop almost at every round. At one round, I stopped to ask how many rounds I ran. I actually stopped for almost10 seconds. Many people can account for that. Anyway, I have weird ways of dealing with 2.4km runs every year, so this is my weird way? Somone should have taken my photo; sure would have the want-to-die-but-can't-die face.
Leong Yew sort of suan-ed me? "Michelle!!! E you know. It's an E." Whatever whatever. So yeah, he placed first in the whole class, the only guy with an A for his 2.4km run -.-" YAH, AND I KNOW YOU CAN DO 15 PULL-UPS o.o Instead of congratulating him, I actually laughed at him? His aim was 8 minutes, so he was late by 2 minutes+. But it's okay, by saying discouraging stuff like that, I'm actually using one of literature's techniques... but won't say specifically what it is ;)
^ Found this when I was digging through all the certificates etc to find my electone ones for the SGC form. The report book from my primary school in Indonesia!!!!!!!!
^ Honestly, I don't understand half the thing written there, but I do understand that it's a scale of 10, and I got mostly 8. MICHELLE!!! LOOK AT YOU, SO INNOCENT IN PRIMARY SCHOOL, SO WHAT HAPPENED??????
^ After digging SO much, I only found my Grade 7 certificate. I really wanna vent my frustation on something, cause I can't find my Grade 6 Examination cert. That's more recent, and will leave a better impression. Anyway, look at my hearing grade. Melody: B Accompany;pghaokoi(can't spell): A I remember clearly, even though i lost the cert, that I got a C or D for my hearing in Grade 6. Is that enough proof about sound pollution in Singapore?
"There is beauty in destruction, just as there is destruction in beauty." Like that I'd rather be a very destructed person, because it'll mean I'm still beautiful? Mr Latiff, you did a nice job into making me ponder :D But I'll still remember your words, that some people think so much, philosophise and analyze so much about life, that they forgot to live their own, which was why he keeps telling us about his very very hilarious family. I'll keep that in mind for the rest of my life :) Thank kew yew teacher.
Today's lit class was so weird. Mr Latiff said that it's necessary to have characters like the guys, and even one like Jack who tells the weirdest jokes o.o AND AND, it's necessary even to have people who don't hand up homework (*cough* yours truly here). It's been the same for last year's generation, and I believe, for all the past generations and the future ones to come. He said our characters sometimes determine our responses to literature. Which technically means I'm supposed to give very boring responses?
Noticably, I've been seeing 9:11pm much more often than 4:44pm. And 5:55pm too. Tell me, am I just thinking too much? o.o Won't deny it, I've been seeing 9:11 every day when I look at my handphone clock. And everywhere else too.
Had a talk with Vanessa, Melina and Chrystabel today. All of us agreed that, some people would really want to say hello and chat with you, but truth is, they don't trust you. I've had plenty of that, and I've grown to accept it. I can be really close to someone, get along well, but in the end, I'm not someone they'd share with, and sometimes, they're not people I'd share with either. So far, I've only shared so much with Ruo Nan, Leong Yew, Aashna, ocasionally Debby and Simraan. Debby the Vhan... I always have this feeling that she's going through a lot, and I don't want to keep whining and add any more pressure. Maybe in the future, I'd grow to trust other people more. Truth is, S personality people are most afraid of the loss of security. Once they trust someone, it'll be so hard to fix if the trust is broken.
House is in a mess without my parents. Little brother 'rebelled', migrating to his friend's house until 6+. If my mother had been here, it would never happen. Gas cooker can't work. Can't cook, nada. As for me, I'm juggling house chores and homework at the same time. I'm pretty lucky my mother gave me a lighter load of house chores this time because of SA1. Kinda mood-dead right now, not in the mood for doing homework. They'd just turn out lousy, so I'm here.
Hmm. Throughout my pathetic 15 years of life, I've seen many types of people. I would admit, I do judge people. I judge through what I observe, through my interactions with them. So many types. I know now, who are the true ones, and who are those who just pretend. So I know now, who I would be true to, and who I'd play along with in the game of pretence. :)
I don't know if it's thanks to that MSN thing, or the trial anti-virus thingy I tried to download, or the fact that my computer was damn weak thanks to the expired F-Secure anti-virus that we totally PURCHASED, or whatever. But it died. We had to reformat it. There goes everything.
Daddy fixed the internet problem and flew to Indonesia, leaving me here to pick up the bits and pieces. There are just so many things I have to re-install, so many settings I have to fix. YOU DON'T KNOW HOW HAPPY I WAS WHEN I FINALLY GOT THE SPEAKERS TO START WORKING.
My dad treats me like his successor in terms of computers and all. But I admit I'm not as high-tech as I claim myself to be. Haiz.
^ Hopefully, this says everything :) No more microsoft word T_T
Mummy flew to Philiphines today to meet a client. And by the way, I helped prepare the introduction of her speech. I taught her how to ask for 50% of their deposit first without sounding demanding and greedy. After all, Mrs Toh has drilled us enough about when to be intimate with our words and when to distnace ourselves.
Well, since I'm here, might as well update.
^ CME Fan thing. The haircut part was super random -.-" It's okay, I know what Debby wrote for Uma >D *hinthintguywithniceskinhinthint* There were few others who told me they liked my hair now.
Then again, there was one of two of the minority who didn't quite like it.
^ Obviously a guy who doesn't know me at all. By the way, pleasant is spelled wrongly. Most common words: Sweet, pleasant, cheerful, friendly, funny (inside joke among the guys), quiet (omg.), softspoken, bubbly, great friend, etc. NO ONE KNOWS ME. HAHA. Only Melina would know just how noisy I am. (sorry melina for getting you into trouble with Mdm Yeo multiple times T_T)
^ LIM LEYUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU >:( To think I wrote he was "a great friend to have"!!! I even added the (sin cos tan!) at the bottom. I was being so nice and that was what he wrote for me?? Omigosh. I won't even tell you what BRYANT wrote.
^ Excuse me, Elliot? What's that 'not' for? I hope it's not referring to Patricia's comment (:
^ I was so paranoid about the email that I stopped drinking cold water (for one day). And I even wrote down on the paper, "RMBR TO CHECK @ WHAT AGE WE'D DIE OF HEART ATTACK".
By the way...
^ 'Execuse' was spelled that way delibrately. I used that refill to write, by the way. FYI: I bought the wrong pen refill, so I had to use it like that.
^ Ruo Nan!! Look at this NOW. Her comment surfaced on 22/04/08, Earth Day. "Your handwriting is very messy." When I was walking down with her and Leong Yew. The day I waited for her for over half an hour, which was how I met Leong Yew (rather, he met me) at the canteen after his New South Wales, where I was rotting over my physics paper.
Ruo Nan, you can be such a grateful friend sometimes -.-"
^ I think you should know, blaha, that I go far to prove myself. I've more evidence if you want to, but I'll spare you for now :)
My iron asploded a few days ago o.o Spurted some burnt stuff.
Left a stain on my uniform, which I managed to clean off. The plus thing is that I managed to get to school on time =o
The lamest references to Leong Yew this week:
- Mdm Shi Xu caught me among all the 20+ students and asked me to explain how you answer zi you fa hui ti. I only knew that you have to list an example. Upon which she asked me to remain standing and, out of all the chinese students in the class, picked LY to continue where I left off. Pei Jun gave a lame theory of 'saving the damsel in distress'. Irvin gave me the stupid look and said, "Not bad huh..? Fate." -.-"
- Was drifting into one of my own worlds (forgot which-i have many many worlds).
Denise: Michelle, are you paying attention or are you looking at Leong Yew? Vanessa: Ooohh... -looks at denise- are you finding an excuse to look at Jack? Me: LOL. Denise: ...... are you finding an excuse to look at Bryant? The funny thing was that all three of them were indeed at the left side of the classroom. diao.
By the way, to clear things up, I was NOT looking at Leong Yew. Period. Boo.
Michelle also supports the community by actively participating in Community Involvement Programmes (CIP). In 2007, she was appointed to be one of the the two CIP leaders in her class. Under her guidance, her class was able to emerge top in the raising of funds for The Children’s Cancer Society organized by the school.
"Appointed" is a nicer way to put "sabotaged" =P In any case, THANKS SEAH PEI JUN xD
^ Watch my brother's transformation :D Nice. His boyish 'good boy' look contrasted his 'bad boy' hairstyle. And that is an awesome effect =P
As for my own hair transformation, you'll see tomorrow ;) Frankly, there's nothing special. Just different-in a bad way.
This skin is only temporary, because I don't really like scrolls for the post. And a little too feminine for my liking despite of all its niceness.
I like it because it's bright orange. Orange is vibrant and awesome.
The girl is beautiful and I absolutely love her clothes. They are the sort you wear on autumn, the sort that I would pick.
Haha.
Went CC again to study! Only there wasn't space, so we went to McDonalds.
Very unexpected, but we were all wearing the same-coloured clothes again, with the addition of Khadeza o.o
All wearing black. I wonder why-Singapore is a warm country (omg i used the dash. omg.)
But thankfully, my pants were a darker shade.
Ruo Nan was hysteric when she first spotted me.
We have telepathy =)
^ Them, with the exception of me.
^ A mixture of: Ice-cream, chocolate fudge, curry sauce, tomato sauce, raisins that I brought, coffee-cream powder, and water. Ruo Nan said it smelled nice. Okay okay, the ruler there was Ruo Nan's attempt to make the picture look more 'artistic'.
So anyway, this week's progress was better than last week's :D Khadeza was being a wonderful friend, helping me with A Maths (even though she's a little impatient.. oops.)
And all of a sudden, I can't wait to watch Hamlet! Happy 444th birthday Shakespeare!!!!! I LOVE YOU for bringing Literature to life (although you could cut it with the thy thou art thee language :D)
^ Family record! Three full containers of cookies, plus the one in the plastic bag...
Dear Daddy who understands me best bought 1kg worth of cookies, three different types. Why? Cause the company's paying for it!
Little Jerry's Cookies (: I prefer Famous Amos' with their free smell -.-", but it's okay.
But I don't really care about that.. As long as I get to eat them >)
^ This is Fira. I adopted her from Shi Ya, Shi Ting and Sarah on 24/07/2007 Look how polished my table is. No thanks to me.
^ We have a new dustbin :D It's worth $79 and looks really cute when you open it. Plus, it's made of a shiny metal (steel probably) which means it reflects you. Which means I was hiding behind the chair when I took this photo.
^ Grapes! I figured, grapes are the best way to stop you from eating. Why? It tasted really great at first, but after that...
^ So sick of it. It worked; I couldn't eat until dinner time, and after dinner, I was sick of eating. Bloated. Very fat stomach. Hahaha. But this is what I was left with, and I'm proud of it. Beat that, hah! The next day, I finished the rest.
By the way, my stomach still hurts when I stretch. I wonder if it's due to the excessive consumption of grapes.
^ Unravelling Off-Centre :D Recently there's been so many guides to Off-Centre. This book costs $10.50, written by 3e2'07 and 4e2'08's literature teachers, Mrs Ruth Tan and Mr Abdulattif Abdullah.
Fun Facts
Did you know...
- The first actors potraying Vinod and Saloma fell in love on the set, married each other, and are now blessed with four children.
Who do you think they are? Haha, you got it. Check out the next quote I quoted from the book:
Abdulattif Abdullah
Lattif did freelance theatre with the Necessary Stage for a year before he joined teaching. He has been teaching English and Literature at Bukit Batok Secondary School for the last 13 years. He became Head of the English Department in 2004. Lattif and his wife were the original Vinod and Saloma respectively. They met on the set of Off Centre and have not looked back since. They are now the proud parents of four wonderful children. Currently Lattif is doing his level best to fight a rapidly expanding waistline so he continues to be attractive to "Saloma".
It's just like a fairytale, the way Mr Latiff met his wife. It's really Fate :D (even though un-romantic Mr Latiff memorized poems to woo his wife)
Visit it people! People - lit students. I commented on whether Vinod and Saloma's relationship is purely friendship or something more.
Chinese Oral was completely flunked! Proud to say that! Q: How does your family dispose rubbish? A: We throw it into the bin.
-silence- at this point I was smiling like a dork.
I just told Leong Yew something interesting yesterday: If all else fails, I'll fall back on modelling. Haha. Yeah, it sounds really funny coming from someone like me. I simply lack the model look or personality. Then again, if they lower down the height requirement, it's not completely 0 possibility. But this is, IF ALL ELSE FAILS.
Random: I think I might find it easier to play the piano. My recent song, "Bobichon", a french piece, is laid out note by note like a piano scoresheet, rather than bunch of chords like the typical electone sheet. I grasped "Bobichon" with ease. I find the moving of the fingers rather soothing. Maybe, just maybe, I was more suited to play the piano. But I'm never regretting taking up electone :) There are only so many songs that can be played on the piano.
I think Simraan is really sophisticated. She told me that life can sometimes be like a sine graph. Pretty constant and all. O.o Okay, I admit, I did forget how a sine graph looks like. But I like her reference :D
OMG I have to say this. Kudos to Ruth from 3e2, who totally pwned us in the literal level. 4e2, hhahaha, we have a damn good successor here :D
Her language is jaw-dropping. When Mr Latiff was reading her essay, the guys were saying they didn't understand half of the things there. Frankly, me neither. I was amazed by how she twisted the english language.
And for your info, I CAN'T and WILL NOT do anything to try to be on par with her!!! Omg. I don't even consider it. My 20/25 is sheer luck, I tell you. Let me share a secret with you-I wasn't completely paying attention to Mr Latiff the day before. Oops. Our only hope is probably Jia Ying xD
Then again, it's okay to have a sec three student better than us... right? Lit students are open-minded and can put down their pride... right?
MA RUO NAN!!!!!!! (when people google search your name, they'd end up here ;)) She was the one who took my SS textbook!!!! Feel so jubilant but -.-" as well. Hahahaha, forgive but don't forget x)
I went to Bukit Batok CC today with Ruo Nan to study. What's up with the colour blue today anyway? Both Ruo Nan and I were wearing blue and white o.O She was wearing a hoodie shirt and white pants, and I was wearing a slightly lighter blue blouse (which, by the way, I kinda hate) and white beach pants I almost forgot existed until recently. Lo and behold, it looked ridiculous. Met blue-people a lot today... kinda more than usual.
So anyways, we went to McDonalds first because the studying place was full (last seat taken by the blue-shirt lady from the same lift as us). Shared one miserable packet of french fries. After all, our intention was to 'study'. But we ended up talking though... hope we didn't disturb the only other person there, a slightly-older guy wearing DARK BLUE shirt and WHITE shorts.
^ Ruo Nan's school survival kit. Hahhaa, I'm SO gonna reveal it. One string, two earplugs, one hairclip, 10-cent coin and some more I forgot... fine, I have terrible memory.
^ Our pathetic packet of french fries. This is just so we stay 'legal'.
7:47... this is the time as I'm typing this. The Number Phenomenon. What to say? I've been seeing lots of numbers, mainly 4:44pm. Which is absolutely freaky especially after I remembered Chinese superstition. I'm not a superstitious person, by the way. But everyone gets a little freaked out now and then. I'd rather believe I'm gonna die 44 years and 4 months from now rather than 4 years and 44 months. HAHA. Or I can choose to belive the Korean drama Get Karl! Oh Soo Jung, in which 4:44pm meant romance (cause he kissed her when the clock hits 4:44)
4: - A few days in a row, when I glance at the computer clock/handphone clock it was so very accurately 4:44pm. - Shi Ting's photo of LY and I was timed at 16:44. OMG PLEASE DON'T RELATE THE ROMANCE BELIEF TO THIS PART!!!!!!!! I AM FREAKED OUT AS IT IS AND I DON'T REALLY NEED ONE MORE THING TO BUG ME!!!! Rawr. - Turned to a random page on my chinese book today at McDonalds, page: 44.
4 and 7: - Chemistry textbook... the last chapter was at page 474. - Just now as I was typing that, I glanced at the clock and it was 7:47 - When we were about to leave McDonalds? Time was 4:47
2: - Right after I told my brother about the number phenomenon, I took out my hp and the time was 2:22pm. I nearly yelled out loud and rushed to show my brother. But it was already 2:23. He said he wasn't destined to see it o.o - Chemistry Alkane chapter... HAHAHA, figure 22.2 and table 22.2
5: - 5:55pm when I was about to sms Leong Yew just now to ask about the chinese homework.
11: I'm sure many people know about 11:11. Some say it meant that someone from the spiritual world is trying to communicate with you. Others say it meant that someone is thinking of you. (Un)Fortunately, 11:11 doesn't appear often to me. It either means no one is trying to communicate with me or that no one's thinking of me. Burnnn. - Appeared once before, 11:11pm. - Also, when Ruo Nan lost the page after I closed the book, asking her to study, she snatched it back and turned to the page she left off... guess what? Yep, page 111.
Coincidence much? :)
Anyway, let's not get too freaked out here. Haha.
I sat there at the CC trying to study and, freezing my ass off. Lol, that's a bit crude, but it's true about the degree of coldness. I started to communicate with Ruo Nan with pencil and paper, and we started snacking on coffee cream (in the form of powder). And I started whining because I forgot to bring my precious raisins to snack on.
Good news here, I got 20/25, highest for the lit test. I feel safe saying this because most people got 18 or 19. Initially, Mr Latiff hadn't wanted to give anyone the privilege of 20 because it was an open-book test and we had discussed it the day before. Then afterwards he muttered something about distinguishing blah blah... then gave me 2o, saying, "you were supposed to get 20 anyway." Okay, I'm really pleased with this accomplishment, but I still feel that language-wise, I'm not excellent in literature. I just know how to give personal response in the right time.
Figures.
Okay lah, I managed to complete a little stuff. But really really pathetic... -sigh-
Haha, like I said, once I start eating, I can hardly stop :) Ruo Nan gave me the strange face during my eating spree. Hahaha, I've been through worse.
Few days ago, Jia Ying taught me the essence of being young x) I almost forgot the simple joy of splashing through the puddles. JY reminded me. I was heading home, with Chrystabel and gang. It was pouring. I was the one without an umbrella, as usual. Jia Ying plunged into the rain happily, so I followed suit. Melina, after a while, walked back to the school to hand over her umbrella to her juniors who refused to get drenched. I got my socks wet due to the puddle-diving.
Hamlet Yay, we ze literature students are gonna watch Hamlet in some Raffles Hotel on the 24th of April x) Mr Latiff wasn't sure though, cause the tickets are selling from $33 to $18, and they'd be snapped out. Plus, the school's subsidising us so we could be either paying $10 or $8 (big amount first ;)) Should I have raised my hand or should I have not? Lol. Had the feeling of sian-ness, going out at night, with school the next day, and SA1 the next week. But no room for regrets! I bet it'll be awesome.
Lately no time for the computer. Must do well for this O levels. It determines my 10 years of education. If I don't get a distinction in Literature, I'd stop myself from eating sweets/chocolates/ice-cream/chips/etc for a whole month. O.O On second thoughts.. maybe not :)
I lost about 8 marks for the electrolysis test cause I got the cathode and anode a bit mixed up. Melina was saying it was amazing I could still pass,but heyyyy, it's a JUST pass. By calculation, I am supposed to get 21/25.
With that thought in mind, I raced down to the canteen and stuffed myself. After school, I felt incredibly hungry. I think the food Iate triggered it off. I gorged myself after the SS remedial (: And I went home, which is just now, and I finished off two orange muffins. And now I feel like eating a handful of bread. After which, I might eat some chocolate. Then I'll probably sleep.
Lol... Sent this to all my contacts, but still gonna put this up here (:
^ The very symbol of innocence. I saw God through the little child, truly, His miracles. She was abandoned at a young age, blind and helpless. Bless the mother who adopted her, knowing she was blind. In exchange for her sight, she was gifted with unbelievable inclination for pitch. Ye Eun, you were born to be loved =) To the parents who abandoned her: TOO BAD, HAHAHA, SEE YOUR CHILD NOW :3
Pretty old video... but I discovered it only today... though I think Ye Eun is approximately about 9 years old now...
I was touched. I hope you were too :)
My mother was so lame afterwards... Said when I was five, she listened to the song "Right Here Waiting" and I could play straight away when I went home -.-" Eh, nice try in finding talent in your own daughter, but nah. No recollections of that incident. I can't even find the right notes now. I flunked my Grade 6 hearing test, by the way. My hearing gets worse as I age, unlike my brother and Debby. Thank you truly, noise pollution ._.
Ye Eun started piano at 3. I started at 5. Hahaha, well, that ain't too far.. I ish comforted by that fact xD
To her: I see.. so that's the problem. If I have made you feel belittled, I apologize. I don't see how you saw that I chose other friends over you. If it's RN you're talking about, she's been my friend for 3 years and more. She's put in that much into our friendship, and I'm returning it in the same amount. Maybe I'm really dense, but in what way is that choosing her over you? I'm also putting in effort into our friendship, aren't I? I don't hang out with you everyday because sometimes I can tell you're in a bad mood and I'm the kind that chooses the safe side, because if I say something it might just make things worse. It's not because you're a lousy person; it's because you're in a lousy mood. Honestly, you've been expecting a lot from me, and I don't blame you for it. But, it's sometimes a lot for me to comply, what with all the pressure I'm facing. I know I ignore you sometimes, but it's not because I don't like you. It's because at that point, I was in the lousiest mood I could ever find myself in. It could be due to the stupid endless homework teachers piled on us, stupid tests I flunked because of the incredibly incapable teachers at the head of the subject, or personal feelings and problems.. but it just destroyed my mood. Needless to say, I don't feel like talking or facing anyone; not just you, the world. Cause if I do reply, it might be really snappy and hurtful, so I chose to 'i didn't hear you'. I hope you can understand that I have my moody moments, and hence appear as the selfish and thoughtless friend. Maybe I really am a selfish and thoughtless friend. Sorry for that. Sorry for being the hopeless me I am. :)
You Are 34% Evil
A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.
^ See? Void that part about evil lurking in my heart and my hiding it, and especially the part about the most dangerous kind of evil... that's nonsense. I'm only 34% evil and 80% good x)
^ Are you kidding me?? Just after I told Simraan her friend Craig sounds like a nice guy?! ._.
Hello people! Felt like saying that.
I had a weird dream yesterday night. I dreamt that Leong Yew became my boyfriend for real O.O Must be from all that talk and questions... got into my sub-conscious mind. Yeah, and in the dream, he did something that hurt me badly. I don't know, I have a bad memory... just something bad kay? Anyway, whatever he did hurt me to the extent I was planning to initiate a breakup. Then suddenly, we were talking. He was happily telling me about his day? And I felt important in that dream? And I faltered. And I never mentioned the breakup. Note: I'm not trying to say anything, so don't analyze every sentence to find an answer x) This goes out to mah fellow literature friends and especially to Leong Yew.
The dream changed and now it was a scene in the classroom. I dreamt that I brought a new correction tape to school and Alan wanted to borrow it. o.o I actually spoke up =O It cut off Alan's protest. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHa xP LOL? I have split personality? I'm less of a pushover in my dreams. Haha. But it's only in dreams.
And I woke up, thinking, what a weird dream...
Anyway, the whole thing about dreams freaked me out. The probability of my dream coming true is 0.01. I know, because 2 of my dreams were basically predictions of the future. Or was that a coincidence? But the chances are not zero.
That means, that, that, that, that, that, that and this dream might come true. Probability that all would come true? Count it yourself. Brain-dead.
Oh yeah, I met up again with Mabel. I think that's her name? I know her far back to my primary school days. She was an avid Alvin fan. Chased him everywhere. The typical girl. She kept pestering me too, when I was in primary 5 around there, kept telling me to tell my brother she likes him and everything. You could say I was a little annoyed and frightened cause i was still young.
We met her at KFC. It's probably fate, but she was also in JJC. My brother was so-called 'reunited' with her after four years. In KFC, she was like, "Hey Alvin! What are you doing here?" And she reached up and pinched his cheek lightly. To top it all, she added, "You're so cute." I was O.O -cough- I don't know what to say about this.. err, so-called 'pairing'. In some ways, it's kinda fated and sweet. But I simply never anticipated it. Then again, you can't anticipate these kind of things.
Enough ranting. Have to slog, 10 chinese ti gangs to do, 1 compo, 1 and 1/2 literature essays, chemistry papers etc. BYE.
Had the oral enrichment thing, and I pricked myself with the pencil lead!! HAha, so proud of it? It went in, and it did sting. It was then that suddenly my brother's face appeared before me and boomed, for some reason, "Pencil lead is daaannnnggeeroouuss. You can DIE." I was o.o and had enough sense, luckily, to pluck it out. Then the blood spurted out. Okay fine, it welled up. Close lah.
Shi Ting; I can't believe her, haha. We were discussing, "let's make a big deal out of it," and she actually seeked permission from the belly-dancing instructor to let us go to the sick bay. The worst part was that he agreed. But since I was so 'good' I said no need. Anyway it was really lame cause it had stopped bleeding -.-"
For the third time this week, I walked home in the rain! Yay! Only I think today's was the heaviest. At first it was kinda light, so I was fine trailing behind Samuel and Leyu with their matching umbrellas and strolling around and probably discussing about maths or science. But then it got heavier, but twas fine as well because I met Chrystabel and Jia Ying on the way (: It's fun walking in the rain. A new-found joy.
It was when I got down from my house that it really started. It was a storm! Yea Ruo Nan, yeah, complete with lightning and thunder and the roaring noise etc. I waited there dumbly for 10 minutes. But then, I saw a girl running and I thought, /if i delay by another 10 minutes, it could be the 10 minutes i would use to sleep. and if i waste it, i might end up waking up 10 minutes later tomorrow, and if God had destined that i wake up at 6.40, i'll end up waking up by 6.50am, and i'd be late and get the beta form./ Plus, if I don't do something, the other people in the bus-stop would still be staring mournfully at the rain. Thus, with that thought, I plunged into the rain.
I WAS SO REJUVENATED!!! HAHAHA, felt like a shower. But I got my socks completely wet ploughing through the water that went up to half the height of my shoes. And I look retarded afterwards. I knew I shouldn't be thinking about that though, cause I was just, few minutes ago, exposed to the danger of being struck down by the very constant lightning or slipping and breaking my neck, or of course, getting flattened by a car since the rain blurred my vision a little.
But here I am, still alive.
It's a miracle how, after travelling in the rain for the week, that I've yet to fall ill.
To Debby: I admit that yeah, perhaps I've been treating you a tad bit shabbily lately, and not really paying attention to your feelings, and about the concert and all. I'm not interested in an ochestra concert, but I suppose it's the only right thing that I still attend anyway to support a friend. Maybe he was partly right... sometimes I find it difficult to communicate to you. But I do try, and attempts often fail, so I screw up a lot. I still don't know how to put it in words, so let the picture speak the thousand words x)
^ I don't actually see how it meant anything xD
To a friend: I guess I went overboard? It was meant as a little joke, but I could see you took it seriously. It's a pretty serious kind of thing I played around with. I don't know if you were, for a moment, afraid that it was real or something, and I know you don't have the highest self-esteem on earth. I do wish you'd been more trusting in your judgement of me and dismissed it as a mere april fool's joke, even though you're someone who takes things seriously. Strangely after this, I feel kinda distant from you, as if I don't know you very well after all. No link right? Still, I hope you'd trust me enough to know I wouldn't let myself waver had it been real and not a stupid joke. :)
