Friday, January 30, 2009

JAE

I went into CJC Arts!
I woke up to a few smses and I wonder why Irvin asked me, did he go CJC as well?
Anyway yeah, I'm saying it here in case anyone else wants to know. Haha.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

<3

okay, taken down! both of them have seen it. VV's reaction was violent, but Bryant's was mild. OMG is that a hint??? OKay i'm just kidding.
I agree that the picture isn't perfectly edited Bryant, shall I make another nicer one once I get a nicer mouse? =D and when I'm not starving? =D
>)

Anyway, we've moved to a hotel. Where we live in Jakarta, it's flooded knee-high, we can't leave the house to get food, mom can't go to work, gas thing not working so we can't even cook noodles.
Yeah but I had the Wii and the lappie to keep boredom away.. that's how i could complete the, ahem, "My Heart Longs -" thingy. HAHAHAHAHA.
I love myself! -hugs self-

i'm just kidding kay! vanessa, bryant, don't stab me secretly tonight T_T
And anyway the picture is quite nice, though the hearts are distorted because i hand-drew... oh well.

I feel so evil~ I wonder if people will leave me/ly alone after this.. HMM...

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Omg.

Thanks Dad :)

Friday, January 16, 2009

Sometimes I wonder what it'll be like if I hadn't done what I did. Am I regretting?

I'll be gone this Sunday, back on the first of Feb :D
Ruo Nan, tomorrow confirmed?

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Submitted!

YAY I submitted my registration online yesterday already! Haha.
I printed out a copy and it looks so nice because of all the college and polys which makes you think how far you've gone.
Anyway, I've put down:

1. CJC Arts
2. CJC Science
3. PJC Science
4. ACJC Arts
5. PJC Arts
6. MJC Arts
7. NYJC Science

the rest i put down poly courses which LOOK interesting :D

I told debby and she said I was mad for putting ACJC as fourth choice! And I told her maybe everyone registerd for ACJC science eh? Then they don't have a choice but to accept me in. Additionally I said I won't be so suay first three choices can't get in right? Right?

Honestly I'm interested in CJC Arts and PJC Science! But i don't know why I put CJC Science as second and it's too late anyway. If I went PJC I have enough points to take four H2 subjects! So.. Science stream + H2 Lit which is the combination I want!

But my parents won't be happy if I went PJC? -shrug- They just want to go around telling others their daughter is in CJC because other people's children are in ACS. But I can't blame them can I?

So many people are going PJC! Haha! So many people talked to me about JCs and Polys yesterday.



Anyways.. my junior asked me about 'O' Levels yesterday and I gave her some advice..
But what amazes me is...
1. She's talking to me! We stopped talking a while back.
2. She's so concerned! And it's only the beginning! You should've seen me last year!
3. She thinks I'm good and expected my name to appear on the screen! She asked why i didn't get 6 points! Since when do I give that kind of impression?!
4. She asked me how I answer lit questions! and I'm stumped! Speechless! Voila!

But it was an interesting conversation, she asked me about the period before 'O' Levels, during 'O' Levels, after that, before the results came out and when it came out.
It was nice reliving the memories of secondary school.

I've changed the skin to a random one until I find a nicer one, haha. And the cat looks distorted in this skin. Boo.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

:)

Well it's been a headache trying to think of institutions i want to go to.
Catholic JC is going down as my first choice, initially I thought of Science because it'll be easier to get to uni, plus there would be less essays, but I re-thought it...
Looking at my results, clearly I'm more cut out for Arts rather than Science..
That means essays, but oh well. At least there'll be lit, a plus point.
AND, the cut-off point for Arts is lower, 11, I'm at 10, higher chances.
AND, I really want Lit as a H2 subject...
AND, from what I heard so far, a lot a lot a lot of people are going for CJC Science, and they did better than me... chances are, I'd be bumped out.

So yeah :)

I took more than a whole day just deciding between Science and Arts...

I've gone to the CJC open house, honestly I think I offended one or two people cause I was feeling quirky, (... I should've at least acted scared, right debby?...) but it's okay. It won't kill me.

I'm just crossing my fingers and hoping I get in.. or else I'll appeal. I've already prepared what I wanna appeal about. Haha yay.

Now I shall be going off and start pondering carefully over the twelve choices.

Anyway, all the best to everyone... whether or not you did well, it's over, so just pick a JC you can live well in and get on with life and all it's unfairness.
And, I'm grateful to all the teachers at BBSS :) Couldn't have done it without them. I'm still a bit surprised with my distinctions.

Monday, January 12, 2009

Results!

Haha.
11 points.
:)

Pretty scores for everything except sciences and chinese. But there were no Cs at all, so now my result slip is pleasant to look at! :D

Five distinctions! Okay, that part caught me off-guard for a moment.
It's like PSLE. Haha. A twist at the end.
HEY but this time I didn't study just one day before like i did for PSLE :) I studied my eyes off, or somewhere near there anyway, I get distractions all the time.


Heh, I got A1 for English.
But I missed that by a bit for Literature. Oh boo.


I'm still amazed at how I seem to do well in national examinations when I'm normally a common flunk-er.


Should I go for CJC Science and take four H2 subjects so that I can take H2 lit?
Or Arts?
Ah the future is so bleak.


Yay, I didn't let my parents down :) I didn't have to see their disappointed faces.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

The day after today.

Yay omg, it's tomorrow.

I just went to activate my Ez-link card, but failed to do so because of some reason i didn't know of. All i know was the girl who was trying to explain everything to an exploding woman looked really scared.
And the woman said, "I don't give a shit, I've queued for so long... blahblahblah." She pushed forward after that. And the girl looked like she was gonna tear up, so I decided to just leave quietly.

My dad had an outburst in the car, he was mad at them. He said something about calling them tomorrow? Also about the concession thing.
Haha yay.
He also came up to me this morning, I told him i was worried about tomorrow's results. He went into a long explanation about life and it's uncertaintities. I already know all that, but somehow having someone repeat and emphasize it to me made me feel better? :)
Yay, he told me i've done it, leave the rest to God.
I'm grateful he took the time to say all that.

Anyway, today we watched Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea.
It was okay, I suppose? My dad got all excited -.-" I couldn't believe it. He was usually the first to scorn movies like Bedtime Stories as kids stuff.
But after seeing media response to Ponyo, he wanted to watch it.
Actually, my mom was the one who initiated the idea today, and SHE FELL ASLEEP. so lame right, haha.
I was surprised to see love/romance stuff in the movie, considering Sosuke and Ponyo are aged FIVE.
Haha but some people believe you're never too young for love?
No comments :)

Tomorrow!
Tomorrow,
Tomorrow.
Tomorrow?
Tomorrow...

=/

Thursday, January 8, 2009

!

i was drinking a cup of iced milo a minute ago, a random thought popped into my head.
I realized i'm a stubborn girl! :D What an enlightenment. but honestly i don't know if i come across that way to other people. Whaddya think?

When we first moved to Singapore we lack money, yes, whoever said chinese indonesians are filthy rich wasn't entirely right. We rented a small unit in a condo with two rooms.
So, i slept in the same room as my brothers, i was only about 7.
That night, my brother did somthing to my bolster, kicked it i think? I was angry that he was bullying me and he did that for no reason and being a kid i kick up fusses for no reason, so i went to my mom's room and kept banging on the door and crying and crying like nobody's bloody business when no one opened.
Because she was bathing and when she bathes she REALLY bathes, so i think i kept that up for nearly half an hour.
She finally opened afterwards and scolded me harshly, i was still sobbing and wondering how why the heck i was doing that. Then I told her that my brother kicked my bolster.
Even that time I was thinking that it sounded so lame and dumb!
I sulked off to bed, feeling exhausted from all that sobbing. And my bro told me i shouldn't have done that and wasted my time, and i secretly agreed.

But who cares, for me, even though I didn't believe i did something so pointless, I completed what I initially wanted to do, even though I didn't get the desired outcome, like my mom scolding him.

I used to be that stubborn huh.

Anyway, schedule planned for tomorrow. Swimming in the morning if i can get my lazy ass off the bed and if my shoulders finished their disgusing peeling, and going for CJC open house with Debby :)

I'm also going with my mom on 17th to Indonesia where I'm going to hang out with a bunch of single, much older matured guys from my mom's company for nearly two or three days! How fun! Only one of them is married with a baby.

I know that the picture isn't showing up in this skin, but i'm keeping it until i feel like changing, so there! Yay!

Cycling + bowling with Vanessa, Shi Ting, Melina and Chrystabel was so fun!

Sunday, January 4, 2009

As I ranted unnecessarily on my tagboard, I had a dizzy spell yesterday, thankfully gone today.
Haha okay Blaha, it's not completely your fault.

Anyway...

My dad is renting out our apartment in Indonesia!!! OMG. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DON'T RENT IT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOBODY TOUCHES MY APARTMENT AND MY THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOBODY TOUCHES THE SMALL UNAMED BEAR ON THE TOP SHELF!
NOBODY TOUCHES MY TALES OF SYMPHONIA WII GAME SLOT NOR MY SIMS ONE! OR ANY OF THE OTHER GAMES FOR THAT MATTER!
NOBODY TOUCHES MY SHAMPOO OR MY SOAP OR MY TOOTHPASTE OR MY TOOTHBRUSH OR MY TOWEL.

NOBODY TOUCHES MY SYLVESTER CUP!!!

...

Omg i'm freaking out because it feels so weird to think that someone is living in your house. It'll seem out of place when you come back!! Nuuuuuuuuuuuu.

But it's okay, we get extra cash for renting out the place, since we're not living there anyway.
I mean, it's not okay, but it's a good option, what with the economic crisis etc.

I went to watch Bedtime Stories with my family!
It was quite funny at some parts but I nearly fell asleep at certain parts. So I guess it wasn't that fantastic.
I met Lester at JP, he booed me from behind, and I thought it was a stalker.

My parents are weird. They fought over the blanket two nights ago. Actually, my mom just said my dad cheated because he took more of the blanket for himself. My dad just stoned in reply.
And last time they wrestled to get the orange iPod.
It's weird but cute at the same time.

OMG, should I accompany my mom to Indonesia from 17-25 January and do nothing?? Should i should i should i should i should i should i? I feel sorry that she's going alone yet I don't really have anything to do there and i'll be alone at home the whole day unless my cousin drops by! And at 20+ jan i'll follow her to her company's outing and stone the whole day!! should i go?

Saturday, January 3, 2009

2009..

I went to a picnic with Jack, Leong Yew, Debby, Shi Ting and Ruo Nan on 31st December 2008!

I met up with Shi Ting and Leon first to get the water while waiting for Debby to come. We stoned at Shop n Save and sat around the shampoo area looking extra and when she arrived and saw us there, she gave that, "I have crazy friends and a crazy boyfriend." look :D haha!
We followed Debby to get her dress from Series and proceeded on to Marina Bay.

We met Jack and Leong Yew at the MRT station, and while waiting for Ruo Nan, jack told us cold jokes and disturbed Shi Ting about her bangs -.-"
Debby concerned herself with the un-professionalism of the person who cut Leong Yew's hair because she took lessons on hair cutting!
I sat there and spaced out now and then. Haha. It's what I do best.

Finally Ruo Nan came and Jack took us to the Marina Barrage. I liked the view because it was at the rooftop!
The food they bought was nice, but the music playing there wasn't that nice.

We played interesting games and even frisbee games, the frisbee was pink! This guy came around and started taking pictures of us. He's probably some photographer, but still it felt weird. We also played card games.

Anyway, we got sunburnt at the end of the day -.-"
We packed up and Jack took us around taking photos. A bit ironic.
We left the place nearing 6pm. Meaning we got baked for about five hours, haha. Jack and Leong Yew went ahead of us to spend their guys alone time, while we came to the conclusion that guys mostly think about stuff starting with G. Girls. Games. Genitals. Gym. Gravity. Grapes. Among the many things x)

At the end of the day, I missed the last shuttle bus at 6.40pm. So LY walked with me.
On the way he let me listen to his recording of yowling cats. OMG he records mating cats! :o HAHAHA. fighting, according to him.
Anyway, this time I let him send me to my door since I said I'd let a guy do that next time. And also because he used the same tone he used previously to make me feel guilty again. It's a good thing my dad didn't suddenly burst out because then any guy would be kinda dead :D
You should've seen my dad's and my older brother's faces when I told them a guy sent me home. lol!

I also met Jia Ying that night when I went for dinner, she called me! I was so startled, I thought she called me about lit! like she left a lit essay with me? or about Twilight! I don't know why I was so random! She was behind me -.-"

It was a fun picnic, I wanted to blog about it properly but I can't really remember because I've exhausted myself playing Pokemon Diamond! :) The new pokemons mostly look weird and their names are weirder still (Stunky?? Bronzor? what happened to Charizard, Squirtle? -.-"), but i think the game itself is nice.

Oh, and photos are on Shi Ting's Facebook account. If you don't have FB, HAHAHAHA TOO BAD. Lol. I just don't want to upload on Blogger because blogger is screwed.

I watchted the new year countdown at Marina Bay, on TV, and I felt sad, i have no idea why.

Bryant came back yesterday. hah!
I accidentally leaked to him that I wasn't going to Italy. And I was like, OMG, I forgot I wasn't supposed to let people know that yet!
And then he said he beat me to it, cause he's going Europe next June. I seriously believed him okay, maybe there's something about his English that made him believable hmm?
But he wasn't going! He lied to me because I lied to him, but he didn't believe me and I believed him!
omg.
I'm so naive.

YAY I've managed a long boring post, I rock. Not really, I'm feeling dizzy. Lalalala. I'm starting to get really worried about the results. My brother said if my results are good he'll accompany me that same day to the CJC open house and register straight away! o.o are you even allowed to?
Haha but that was nice of him :)