Mow.

2.4km

^ x)

Fell asleep on my chair just now T_T
I think maybe updating and replying to mails will wake me up.
Replying to Simraan's offline-messages sure woke me up and got me thinking xD Congratulations Simraan!

Had 2.4km run today. Boo.
I'm amazed and pleased to say that: I PASSED.
A SUPER BORDER PASS.
I didn't really bother willing myself on in the first few rounds. So 7 rounds in a span of 16-17 minutes. The last round? HAHA, you guess it. It was finally coming to an end, and if I wanted to pass this, I gotta do something right? So I forced my willpower to WAKE UP and that got me sprinting. Not really, actually, I just ran instead of jog, and nearing the end, I half-sprinted. I mean, when you're really tired, there's no way you can sprint to the maximum.
Thus, I finished the last round in about 1 minute.
Oh man, I sure have the knack for distributing my time.
Ask Chrystabel, and she'll confirm that I stop almost at every round. At one round, I stopped to ask how many rounds I ran. I actually stopped for almost10 seconds. Many people can account for that.
Anyway, I have weird ways of dealing with 2.4km runs every year, so this is my weird way?
Somone should have taken my photo; sure would have the want-to-die-but-can't-die face.

Leong Yew sort of suan-ed me? "Michelle!!! E you know. It's an E." Whatever whatever.
So yeah, he placed first in the whole class, the only guy with an A for his 2.4km run -.-" YAH, AND I KNOW YOU CAN DO 15 PULL-UPS o.o
Instead of congratulating him, I actually laughed at him?
His aim was 8 minutes, so he was late by 2 minutes+.
But it's okay, by saying discouraging stuff like that, I'm actually using one of literature's techniques... but won't say specifically what it is ;)



^ Found this when I was digging through all the certificates etc to find my electone ones for the SGC form. The report book from my primary school in Indonesia!!!!!!!!



^ Honestly, I don't understand half the thing written there, but I do understand that it's a scale of 10, and I got mostly 8. MICHELLE!!! LOOK AT YOU, SO INNOCENT IN PRIMARY SCHOOL, SO WHAT HAPPENED??????



^ After digging SO much, I only found my Grade 7 certificate. I really wanna vent my frustation on something, cause I can't find my Grade 6 Examination cert. That's more recent, and will leave a better impression. Anyway, look at my hearing grade.
Melody: B
Accompany;pghaokoi(can't spell): A
I remember clearly, even though i lost the cert, that I got a C or D for my hearing in Grade 6.
Is that enough proof about sound pollution in Singapore?

"There is beauty in destruction, just as there is destruction in beauty."
Like that I'd rather be a very destructed person, because it'll mean I'm still beautiful? Mr Latiff, you did a nice job into making me ponder :D
But I'll still remember your words, that some people think so much, philosophise and analyze so much about life, that they forgot to live their own, which was why he keeps telling us about his very very hilarious family.
I'll keep that in mind for the rest of my life :) Thank kew yew teacher.

Today's lit class was so weird. Mr Latiff said that it's necessary to have characters like the guys, and even one like Jack who tells the weirdest jokes o.o AND AND, it's necessary even to have people who don't hand up homework (*cough* yours truly here).
It's been the same for last year's generation, and I believe, for all the past generations and the future ones to come.
He said our characters sometimes determine our responses to literature.
Which technically means I'm supposed to give very boring responses?

Noticably, I've been seeing 9:11pm much more often than 4:44pm. And 5:55pm too. Tell me, am I just thinking too much? o.o
Won't deny it, I've been seeing 9:11 every day when I look at my handphone clock.
And everywhere else too.

Had a talk with Vanessa, Melina and Chrystabel today. All of us agreed that, some people would really want to say hello and chat with you, but truth is, they don't trust you.
I've had plenty of that, and I've grown to accept it. I can be really close to someone, get along well, but in the end, I'm not someone they'd share with, and sometimes, they're not people I'd share with either.
So far, I've only shared so much with Ruo Nan, Leong Yew, Aashna, ocasionally Debby and Simraan. Debby the Vhan... I always have this feeling that she's going through a lot, and I don't want to keep whining and add any more pressure.
Maybe in the future, I'd grow to trust other people more.
Truth is, S personality people are most afraid of the loss of security. Once they trust someone, it'll be so hard to fix if the trust is broken.

posted by Michelle @ 4:41 PM