Mow.

I recovered my ability to smile anywhere, anytime, in any situation =D I'm proud of myself. I had met with a couple of saddening situations today, but I SMILED!!! Finally! My mask is back into place.

Re-did History common test. At first, I thought I did quite well, until the after-discussion-which-always-bring-disappointment where I realized I could have gone out of point. Saw my chinese marks; it was such a sore number to look at. But of course, I've lowered my expectations so much. See it this way. I passed. Yeah.. that's what I'm going to do in the future. Look at the glass half-full and pretend life is not treating me badly.

Late again! This is because I was being a 'good sister'. Two 176s passed by. They could take me to West Mall too, but I stayed as my younger brother could only take 985. He was so paranoid. He usually get sent by my mother by car, and she's in Cambodia. Naturally, he got jittery knowing he had to wake up by himself etc. And thus........ I came to school late. In the second last 77A bus. It was fantastic; two 77A buses full of students and one 77 bus half-filled with students. They poured into the canteen. I've not seen so many people late before. Debby even took a photo.

Today was a good okay-okay day. There was a rainbow outside the classrooms. The sec threes and sec fours were so awed. Khadeza was telling me she was surprised and disappointed that BBSS upper sec students were so fascinated by something like that xD

"Sick of crying, tired of trying, sure I'm smiling, but inside I'm dying."

posted by Michelle @ 6:01 PM