I know there are a couple who are generally annoyed at me for just being me.
They find my presence unnecessary and if possible, I should not be paid any attention to.
And nothing will probably change if I don't exist, if not for the better.
Sometimes I just sit there doing nothing and I feel it.
That dreaded, gut feeling.
I know I'm not pretty, or interesting, or popular, or pleasant enough.
And the more I try to get everyone to accept me, it feels so fake I can't STAND it myself.
So you know what?
Whatever.
:)
I want my existence to make others' lives better, but ultimately, I live for me and not for others. Don't like me?
Too bad then, get over it.
I know there will be friends who'll always appreciate me just as I am. I'm grateful to them.
and that's enough.
Time to go mug now, haha. Maths maths maths maths.
I'm not emo-ing, I actually feel pretty good now.
posted by Michelle @ 3:58 PM
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