Mow.

SCREWED

I don't know what's up with me these days...

If I don't give an answer, it means that I couldn't find the words. When I don't give the answer, I really don't want to.

Haizz.
T_T
Emo again?

The whole world feels like... upside down. Gravity's turned off.
The globe's gone square again. There's now such thing as the edge.
I don't even know what "friends" mean anymore.
Screw the definition in the dictionary.
What about friends ten years down the road? What are they already then?
And what about that average girl-next-door teenage who told the one guy, "you're a friend" when she knew she didn't mean it?
What happened to all that? So what are friends?
I'm questioning logic and illogic, and I don't know what's going on anymore.
(:
Tell me when gravity's on again.

Sick and tired of everything already.

For instance, yesterday.
Lost all mood to study, gave up halfway doing the pressure topic, physics (which was useless anyway).
I texted some people.
I called others up.
And no one.. had answered.
The rest of the people, I just didn't want to bother anymore. Studies=first priority. Eveyone's probably revising their brains out. Or like Mr Latiff said, vising.
I only tried to contact three or four people.
Still, know that kind of feeling?
Like, where the heck was everyone when I needed them the most?
I just needed one friendly voice, not to rant to, but just to talk to. Simple talk.

I was thinking they threw their phones away or they hate me when Sarah called.
Mighty Sarah called randomly and suddenly.
I guess old friends know each other best (:
I was cheered up instantly.
During that time when we were talking, our house's dustbin caught fire.
I thought it was a cockroach from how my mom screamed.

Haha, I'm still alive.
However, my mother needs to attend more courses on why she should never place a tissue nearby when cooking, and never to throw it into the dustbin when it catches fire.
And my brother should learn not to blow at the fire, because he might not be so lucky that it extinguished instead of spreading when he did so.

Hoping that mosquito flitting across me and irritating me the whole time had bitten deep enough and passed me some wow!deadly disease.
Okai, I shall not curse myself.
But I do hope I'll fall that little bit ill, so I can take a break.

DUDE! I believe you took my eraser. It's not a biggie, only 70 cents. But the biggie was that you took it just before the maths exam.
DUDE. Do you really feel nothing forsaking others just to save yourself?
Hey, DUDE, my graph looked really smudged and messy.
DUDEY, remember that english essay of mine I believe you took as well?
DUDEY, remember that english compre of hers you took, causing the teacher to be on her heels even past the new year?
DUDEY, remember how you tore his homework?
DUDEEEEE, remember the trust you broke?

Yet, I didn't have evidence.
Not for this time anyway.
The yellow ribbon said that we should give everyone another chance.
Hence, I'm sorry for having the suspicion you were the one that took it.
But with respect to the other matters,
DUDE, thanks a lot.
(:

I seem to be playing the game of ignorance.
And I don't enjoy it at all.
If I ignored you today, I meant it. For today, I seriously meant it.


Let's end emoness here...
Too much ain't good.
Guess I really need to hang out with at least one person all the time so I won't get distracted by all the Myre-ness inside me.


Anyways, COMMON TEST.
I hate Chinese cloze passages.
Repeat, I hate them.
In other words, I flunked it!!!!!!!!!!!
Rawr.
Physics was okay. Chemistry was screwed as well.
I was like, "uhh, zinc? white ppt is zinc? zinc what? so A, B and C are all zinc? ooh, they're all zinc-something?? huh? if i remembered correctly anyway... let's write zinc first, maybe i can get half mark."

Super.

At least I didn't fail maths common test, despite what happened with my graph back then.

Rawwwwwwrrrr.
I am sleep-deprived.
And I have the poorest time management on earth. I mean, who'd go spending half an hour looking beneath every piece of paper on her tornado of a room for a transparent pencil case when she's got 10+ chapters to go through?
-sigh-
Everytime I stay up, no one saw the effort, because effort doesn't gurantee success.

Never mind, God shall be my only witness besides myself.

posted by Michelle @ 4:05 PM