Mow.

I'm getting blur-er.

Even today, at the hall, I messed up. Got Section 1 and 2 mixed up. I would have gotten zero if I hadn't noticed my mistake and ran up to Mdm Yeo ._.

Felt so scared.. exam nearing ='( If I fail A math, I might have to drop it, and that's NO WAY.

Sometimes, I am tempted to bite my tongue to feel the pain.
I'm always tempted to walk near the edge of the drain when heading towards the bus-stop.
When I look down from high up, I'm tempted to jump.
At times, I am tempted to blurt out secrets.
I hold a knife, and I'm tempted to slash myself.
I am even tempted to poke my eyes with a pencil o.O

I'm tempted to scream and go crazy; I think I know how it feels like.
I can almost taste their emotions.. when they broke down.
In fact, when I put myself in their shoes, I don't think it's crazy at all.
Just like when I try to understand how thieves feel, I feel stealing is not wrong.
Maybe it's because of my EQ.
According to tests... though I have a low EQ...
My strongest point is EMPATHY.
In other words, the ability to put oneself into others' shoes.

I don't know what's wrong with me, hahas xD
I'm getting more dangerous by each day.
And the danger is to my own life o.o
I need someone to stop me least I do any of the things above.

Every good thing will end one day
Even if I try save it
It will still die...

posted by Michelle @ 4:59 PM