Mow.

Alright,

No soul in this world would be reading this. (except st maybe)
BUT it doesn't matter!
I will do it for myself! -hugs self-

My life. My life, summarized; howmanyyearshasitbeensinceilastbloggedagain?
I don't even know where to start! This is so awkward! Omg!

Fine I will start with saying that there still is no news from SMU & NUS about my appeals :( I hope they will have good news of course, but if not I am fine with NTU Psychology. In fact I may be slightly biased towards it because NTU has never rejected me and always got back to me pretty fast! Awesome school 8D
So basically, my life doesn't consist of much. Normal life of a teenage girl.
I shall list 10 things that has changed since I last blogged here:

1. I lost my abs. T-T
2. I graduated from JC (albeit with veryaverage - lousy grades)
3. I am in a Chinese speaking clique in my work place. Omg! :O the surprise.
4. Oh I should have mentioned this before number 3. I now have a job and an income! Yayeeeee! And I love the work place because of all its dramas and friends and all that awesome stuff.
5. I became a SONE! <3 Haha! And a KPOP fan, because English music is getting sucky nowadays. Except a couple.
6. I. Went. Clubbing. Twice. Mwahahaha.
7. Inevitably, I have also started drinking. But i'm not an alcoholic!!!
8. I now own a smartphone, a Blackberry, my bb. A useless one however, with no data plan, but all the same (Y)
9. I use makeup now. Not everyday but pretty often, light ones. Hooray.
10. I use vulgarities now... oh noes!

Okay that's basically all i can list out from my head now. Not really. It's because I said it's 10 at first so I only list 10. But whatever~

Why is it that the moment I change my facebook status to single, someone starts flirting with me and another asks me out. I mean I'm sure both are pretty harmless and flitting.. oh wait that's worse. Guys come and go. Most of them don't stay :X
I'm outta relationships man. NO more until a long time.
Pfft yeah right. I said that the other time and look what happened!
I'll just deal with it when it comes, then.

Random: I watched You're Beautiful and it was alright. Pretty nice but overrated like Boys Over Flowers. It had some really nice moments but some parts were kinda draggy even though I understand that they are crucial to the storyline :X
I still think My Name Is Kim Sam Soon deserves a higher popularity ranking than You're Beautiful. Then again the latter is newer and has more idol-ish actors (Yonghwa is really one of the most handsome korean guys and Lee Hong Ki, one of the cutest ones.)
-shrugs-

Oh yeah and today I went to run on the real tracks and not on the gym treadmill and surprisingly, I'm not as unfit as I thought!!! :D I mean it's not exactly very fit, but I thought I had become more unfit. Guess the swimming, walking and gym-ing kept me fit enough. I'm gonna work towards my abs! People who have had abs and lost them... I'm sure they will understand why I'm so determined to gain them back :)

There’s something about him. It’s so frustrating but it’s impossible to deny. He has this charm about him that just keeps me hooked. So much so that no matter how much he hurt me, I can’t bring myself to hate him or stop talking to him or stay away, even when he has made it clear (in a cold, cruel way) that I am not worth his effort anymore and that he has lost all confidence in me. So why am I still sticking around? Why do I hold on to every of his sweet words that he says to me now, even after we ended? I feel pathetic yet it feels like I’m doing the right thing. ):

As usual, I'm still posting those small font paragraphs that reveal my feelings. Lol. It makes things cooler.

Alright I'm off~ Lovely first update in years. Annyeong!

posted by Michelle @ 1:45 AM