Mow.

what if tomorrow was your last day?

I was listening to Jason Mraz's song "The Remedy" and the chorus was, "I won't worry my life away."
And then I thought about the decision I made recently. I know not a lot of people know about this and maybe it's not significant but to me it is.
Though I don't really want to talk about it.
Anyways, I realize how true the lyrics of JM's song are.
And thus began my pondering (as usual).

And I wished that people would follow their hearts once in a while.
Sure it may lead you to do the wrong things. Maybe it did for me. I make mistakes and wrong decisions, I cry, I regret.
I thought I'd never get over it, but I will.
But. Great things come from following your own heart. Someone (famous?) said this I can't remember haha.
Worrying about repeating a mistake is like... inevitable. But, foolish, because WE MAKE MISTAKES. We will ALWAYS make mistakes, and you grow stronger from them! You can try not to, but don't get too uptight about it.
"Borders don't keep other people out, they keep you fenced in. You can waste your life drawing lines, or spend your life crossing them." - DUNNOWHO

And,
If you can't forget a past that once hurt you, then don't.
Bury it in your heart (this is from FTLY YAYY).
In the future it will quietly help you, and you learn your lessons.
Learn them, but don't live in them. Because if you're too obsessed with it you forget what's before you. You don't dare to do something again because once bitten, twice shy.
People, important people who care, may pass you by because you're afaid of opening your heart to them.
Because sometimes we can't trust our hearts, and we betray them. (Heathcliff and Catherine ftw)

But it's okay isn't it? Bad things that happen.
LIke they say, don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.
Eventually, when it's all done, you look back and it's the beautiful memories that you remember. And this is probably the great thing that you get from listening to your heart, if the ending didn't turn out good.

That's life for you.
Time pass, hearts change, people move on.
But we go on living don't we?
And while we do so, why not make the most of it? :)
If tomorrow was your last day on Earth, who would you spend it with?
Definitely not homework, not games, whatever. Those won't matter anymore.

Love, while you have the chance to. Some people want to but they can't even find others to love!
Finally don't worry and be happy :) as the saying goes.

But that doesn't mean you shouldn't study. Shoo shoo. It's 62 more days to Promos! I'm just saying don't be too caught up!
HAHA. So much for my long thingy. Hope it entertained you. Idc if anyone disagrees, to each his own!
If people even read it heh.

The person I want most to read it, probably wouldn't think it's applicable to them at all ._.

ANYWAYS.
Today! Return to school!
The only thing I can remember the whole day ws the Subway outing! Hahaha.
With Cassandra, Jayne, Elizabeth, Sheryl, Wei Yan, Nicole, David and meeeee.
Woot.
AND WE SAW TWO EFFING HOT GUYS!
Tall. Medium-muscular. Slightly tanned. Caucasian. Young.
Ahhhhhhh. I was like O-O and was the first time in a long time I had that woah reaction.
Haha.

David was the only guy! Then again he's comfortable because he's asexual!
But he was cooperative and helped to look out for guys?
Plus when we see one he'd start telling me his professional criticism ahaha.

I don't know why I'm online again sigh.

posted by Michelle @ 9:35 PM