Mow.

Hi.

I don't know you but I know you read my blog because you told everyone except her that you read all of her friends' blogs idk what the heck for.
Your methods disturb me.
I doubt he's even yours yet, and it's eerie how possessive you sound.
And I think your mindset's pretty narrow, for you to think that a girl can't be close to a guy without her having some dark intentions to steal him away from someone else.
It takes one to know one.
Plus if you had a bit of courage, you'd approach her yourself, which you didn't :)

Ah, I mean no offence at all, really.

THAT aside...
I went for the Lenten Vigil on Tuesday.
It was actually quite meaningful. We ate lamb, unleavened bread, parsley and drank some fruit syrup for wine. Hahahaha.
Washed each others' feet, went thorugh the process of station of the cross.
And today I went to church with my family again! It's an important week for the Catholics.

Anyways, the week was hectic, as usual. Haiz.
I can't really remember what happened, honestly, I don't have good memory.
I do remember that fencing training on wednesday. The coach told Priscilla to make her own decisions and kind of insulted her. I feel really bad for her because i think he missed her point and thought that she was indecisive and needed people to decide what weapon she wants to do.
But no, she just wanted advice on what she's good at.
Ohmans. I guess it's like that.
The coach said we should make our own decisions. I think that's a fine idea, so why don't we decide to have two breaks in one day instead of one?
Can't right? Because in Singapore's education system people tell us what to do.
When do we get to decide everything on our own?

Oh yeah, I decided to stick with epee. Firstly I didn't get to try saber cause my ankle's not fully healed yet, and I didn't quite fancy all the slashing. Too violent.
Poking is still my style. Hahaha.
And I think the people in epee are quite hardworking. When we got about 30-45 minutes break they went to do PT by themselves. I couldn't run so I walked around the school with Hidayah hahaha. A bit of exercise, so it's okay.

I am still adjusting to CJC. This is when my SI personality falls back into place, the difficulty for me to adjust to change and accept new people in my life.
Ugh. This is why I hate the S personality, it stops me from doing so many things.
I remember in lower secondary, when a new person enters the circle of friends i usually hang out with, i took nearly a full year to adapt and include her as one of us, that kind of thing.
Argh.
I is trying my best.

Okay seriously, I forgot what to say, so yeah. Shall stop here for now :) Oh, I took a quiz on blogthings and I think the quiz's cool. They give really nice results, hahaha.

You Are Ceramics

You are open to the world and it's possibilities. You are able to start something without knowing how it will end. You trust your intuition above everything else. Going with your gut often works out. You believe that every day objects can and should be art. The best art allows ordinary life to be more stylish and beautiful.

If all else perished and he remained, I should still continue to be; and, if all else remained, and he were annihilated, the Universe would turn to a mighty stranger. I should not seem a part of it.

posted by Michelle @ 11:54 PM